Sunday, December 4, 2011 
it's only been 2 days.
2 days after our 11th month anniversary.
then we broke up.
we were both so looking forward to our first year together.
i swear.. i'm so happy.
but never had i thought that the dream i wanted...
died out so fast.
*sigh*
really... things just came on so fast.
and we were just like this *snaps on a finger* not a couple anymore.
love turn into hate.
and we are not a couple anymore.
we, became more then nothing like strangers.
and we were both badly hurt.
yeah...
i can't say i don't love you anymore.
and i can't say i will forget you because i can't.
i love you, and i always will be loving you.
because i love you, i will let you go.
i will let you go, leave me, and do whatever you want.
i never once regret that i have fallen deep in love with you.
really.
i'm just happy that you once loved me.
those memories that we had created together, i promise you i'll treasure it.
and i'll hold it dear to my heart.
i will love you forever and i'll never be able to forget you.
i want to say I LOVE YOU.
i won't cling on to you anymore.
because you won't be happy.
i will leave, disappear from your life.
because i cannot bear to see your sad face.
i just want you to be happy.
even if it means you finding some one else.
i won't be upset with you.
i'll only be upset with myself for not being able to bring that smile on your face.
and i will blame myself for being so useless.
because i can't protect that smile on your face like the way you protected mine.
i love you.
the last time,
now,
and forever.
even though we won't be together,
i will always love you.
and love you only.
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Written off blah blah @ 10:02 PM.