Monday, December 5, 2011 
sometimes people are hard to trust.
but those that you trust doesn't mean that they won't betry you.
and the hurt that those who are the closest to you will be the one that kills you.
and i was stupid enough,
to trust you.
and you lied to me.
BITCH.
BUT IT'S OVER.
YOU'RE OUT OF MY LIFE.
I'M GLAD I SAW THROUGH YOU NOW THEN LATER ON IN MY LIFE.
GET OUT OF MY LIFE.
because you're not worth it.
Written off blah blah @ 4:34 PM. Sunday, December 4, 2011 it's only been 2 days.
2 days after our 11th month anniversary.
then we broke up.
we were both so looking forward to our first year together.
i swear.. i'm so happy.
but never had i thought that the dream i wanted...
died out so fast.
*sigh*
really... things just came on so fast.
and we were just like this *snaps on a finger* not a couple anymore.
love turn into hate.
and we are not a couple anymore.
we, became more then nothing like strangers.
and we were both badly hurt.
yeah...
i can't say i don't love you anymore.
and i can't say i will forget you because i can't.
i love you, and i always will be loving you.
because i love you, i will let you go.
i will let you go, leave me, and do whatever you want.
i never once regret that i have fallen deep in love with you.
really.
i'm just happy that you once loved me.
those memories that we had created together, i promise you i'll treasure it.
and i'll hold it dear to my heart.
i will love you forever and i'll never be able to forget you.
i want to say I LOVE YOU.
i won't cling on to you anymore.
because you won't be happy.
i will leave, disappear from your life.
because i cannot bear to see your sad face.
i just want you to be happy.
even if it means you finding some one else.
i won't be upset with you.
i'll only be upset with myself for not being able to bring that smile on your face.
and i will blame myself for being so useless.
because i can't protect that smile on your face like the way you protected mine.
i love you.
the last time,
now,
and forever.
even though we won't be together,
i will always love you.
and love you only.
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Written off blah blah @ 10:02 PM.