Monday, December 5, 2011 
sometimes people are hard to trust.
but those that you trust doesn't mean that they won't betry you.
and the hurt that those who are the closest to you will be the one that kills you.
and i was stupid enough,
to trust you.
and you lied to me.
BITCH.
BUT IT'S OVER.
YOU'RE OUT OF MY LIFE.
I'M GLAD I SAW THROUGH YOU NOW THEN LATER ON IN MY LIFE.
GET OUT OF MY LIFE.
because you're not worth it.
Written off blah blah @ 4:34 PM. Sunday, December 4, 2011 it's only been 2 days.
2 days after our 11th month anniversary.
then we broke up.
we were both so looking forward to our first year together.
i swear.. i'm so happy.
but never had i thought that the dream i wanted...
died out so fast.
*sigh*
really... things just came on so fast.
and we were just like this *snaps on a finger* not a couple anymore.
love turn into hate.
and we are not a couple anymore.
we, became more then nothing like strangers.
and we were both badly hurt.
yeah...
i can't say i don't love you anymore.
and i can't say i will forget you because i can't.
i love you, and i always will be loving you.
because i love you, i will let you go.
i will let you go, leave me, and do whatever you want.
i never once regret that i have fallen deep in love with you.
really.
i'm just happy that you once loved me.
those memories that we had created together, i promise you i'll treasure it.
and i'll hold it dear to my heart.
i will love you forever and i'll never be able to forget you.
i want to say I LOVE YOU.
i won't cling on to you anymore.
because you won't be happy.
i will leave, disappear from your life.
because i cannot bear to see your sad face.
i just want you to be happy.
even if it means you finding some one else.
i won't be upset with you.
i'll only be upset with myself for not being able to bring that smile on your face.
and i will blame myself for being so useless.
because i can't protect that smile on your face like the way you protected mine.
i love you.
the last time,
now,
and forever.
even though we won't be together,
i will always love you.
and love you only.
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Written off blah blah @ 10:02 PM. Sunday, November 20, 2011 I'm not asking for a lot. But just that you'll understand me more. I know we are both in the wrong. That's why we broke up. But you went around telling other people like its some very glorious thing. *Sigh* but its ok. I understand. I will be no more when next year come.
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Written off blah blah @ 1:26 PM. Thursday, November 17, 2011 hey people. (:
today is a long day for me. (:
i've started doing work proper, (on my second day of work. :D )
Mommy Nora says i'm a fast learner! :D
and that makes my day. (:
seeing visitors rushing to patients really, i have a feel for them.
i feel sad working there because sometimes i see the visitors having those sad faces,
really make me feel like just giving them a pass that allows them to have any entry you know.
then it's like ... *sigh*
(: tomorrow 1 or 2 friend of mine are coming over for interview! (:
Fisa says she wants the job!! (:
haha(:
hahha(: happy!! :D
because .. i'll have a friend working at the same place as me! (:
haha(:
i'll reply tomorrow!
i mean blog again.
cause ... i want to go sleep already! (:
haha(:
Written off blah blah @ 9:34 PM. Sunday, October 30, 2011 I'm back. Haha(:
I'm so happy.
Because I am happy.
I love him so much.
Baby, if you happen to be reading my blog.
Iloveyou. ILOVEYOU. iloveyou. 我爱你。
我好爱你，好爱你。
Written off blah blah @ 10:34 AM. Friday, September 30, 2011 i really miss him alot. ):
we haven't seen each other for quite some time already. ):
i really miss him alot. ):
i want to make time, to meet him. :/
because it is killing my heart. ):
i missed him till i can't breath. ):
i hope i can see him soon. :/
long time didn't update blog. :/
because i've got no time.
i'm sorry. :/
was very busy with school work.
O' levels are around the corner.
and i want to devote all my time into it.
im planning on asking my mum to buy BRANDS chicken essence.
at least it perks me up. (:
but of course i have to drink a lot of water!
haha(:
im glad though...
that everything's alright for him.
(: i miss him so much. ):
i feel like crying. :/
*sigh*
ouhkay, gtg have dinner already.
having tuition at 7pm.
(: bye. (:
friday, september 30, 2011.
6:29pm
Written off blah blah @ 6:25 PM. Saturday, August 13, 2011 baby, i miss you so much.
when will i get to see you again?
i miss you.
i love you.
i want you.
):
beautiful memories of us. ):
[ this was a latest picture we took together. well, we have very little pictures of the both of us here. because it was all in his phone. i hope this would be able to last till i see him again. <3 i love you baby <3 ]
[i promised him here, that i wouldn't be so emo. and that i would tell him everything. ]
[ i specially went down to AMK hub and accompany him for lunch. he was upset because the store was super busy. but i was glad he ate well. ]
[ we were behind the tampines regional library. sitting on the curb. i was emo-ing and taking pictures of the sky. then he 'pop-ed' his head out. so end up taking his pictures.]
[ we were somewhere near tampines interchange when we took this. didn't really go far. and i think we were at the sunplaza park when this was taken. joseph wanted to feed me, some snacks i think. (i love him so much<3) ]
Written off blah blah @ 12:27 PM.